Sometimes I feel that life is just passing me by, which it is. But what I feel sometimes is that things are happening so fast that I can’t get a grip on the current. It seems like every time I get something down something else comes into plays and throws things totally out of whack. Sometimes it is for the better and sometimes it is not.
I wonder though if I could just take a breather for a moment and make the Earth slow down. Maybe quiet down all the distractions and just focus on what is truly important in life.
About a month ago I got angry and broke my cell phone in half. I needed a break from people having to get hold of me for every little thing. I even deleted my facebook page for a day and some of my friends were not happy so I reactivated it. But do I have to make everyone happy all the time? No, not really.
So, I am considering doing a special week fast. Maybe starting next week. At first I thought I would do facebook fast, but now I kind of want to do an Electronic Drug Fast. (funny name huh?) It would last for 7-days and I would not get on a cell phone, computer, T.V., radio, video game, or anything electronic. I would communicate via letter. (Imagine that.) I would simplify my life. Maybe I would even eliminate driving a car…although I might need to get to school or work, but I could just ride my bike more maybe.
I really want to do this. Perhaps I should wait until school finishes, and perhaps I should not.
I guess it is all up to me. I love being in complete control for something like this.