This has been one of those days in which I am so tired and worn down. I’ve been helping my old marching band and I feel the need to just get a few things off of my chest. Usually I use my hubpages account when I have something that would make a great article, but I’m not entirely sure my rambles make a good read, and so they are more for me then for anyone else.
This is the life of John Preston Dennis. The need to have so many various creative outlets.
I keep thinking in my mind how rich and successful I am, but I do get discouraged sometimes because honestly the money is not physically there yet. I don’t tend to worry about money too much except for when I am in need of things such as a new pair of shoes or food.
And so I will be getting paid in a couple of days. New pair of shoes…put $50 aside for my recording session in September.
With everything I do I seem to always feel the need to do more and more and more until I finally break down and come to the point of “loosing it” or “slightly loosing it.”
I have to keep my head up. I have many ideas, but I want to get them all laid out in front of me (pick 1 or 2) and set the others aside. I wanna go all the way. I always have and I no longer accept the idea that I can not make a living writing music or being in business for myself.
Part of the battle is accepting myself and just doing it.
And so I have begun… and now I am literally getting everything that I want within reasonable limits. (Those limits being positive….because life is worth living.)